On Jul 18, 2:00 pm, Enfilade wrote:
I'm going to the doctor tomorrow or the day after (I'm working three
insane shifts: 12 pm to 8 pm, 11 pm to 6:30 am, and 7:15 to 1 pm -
close to 24 hours straight of awake working.)

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--in the end, being never quite sure what is real or what
isn't....it's all a guess, and you regularly guess wrong.

--Fil

Sounds like exhaustion / sleep deprivation to me. I was like this
when DD was very small and I wasn't getting enough sleep. Very
frustrating, but I was too tired to do more than try to exist.

Tish